VERMILION

Lines
I have crossed
Borders
Even

My words
They flow
The feelings
Haven't

Crying
Me a river
Of
Vermilion

Reaching
Me to only
Corners
A million

Undo
This damage
That's left
From battles
Long forgotten 

WEIGHT

With the fog

they drown

and come to life

like the newly

baptized

finding 

God

and answers

not always

making sense

Heightened

by the heat

and the burn

of the booze

egos

playing around

manifesting

as the

enemy

questions

wasting

away

like the

burning

cheroot

in the dirty ashtray

while

the mind

lays

in wait

throbbing

bubbling

burning

not letting 

me sleep

chakra

clumped

in my chest

i can feel

it till my spine

only

deep breaths

but it 

doesn't budge

DRAMATIC

It’s raining

Furry bunny rabbits

And fucking cup cakes

Outside my fucking window

And I feel like ignoring you

Because I’m hurting

And mostly because I don’t care

Anymore

And I’m not

Going to tell this to you

Not only because I don’t think you have the balls to take it

But also because I’m scared

That our hearts

Might explode

Like fresh strawberries

In a microwave

And it will all happen in slow motion

With violins playing a heartbreaking tune

In the background

So fucking dramatic

This feels

But it feels right

ON

Waiting for you

In the dark

It’s raining softly outside

Quietly I sip my scotch

Liquid gold

Smoothly snaking my system

Warming me

To my core

I want you

To attract and distract me

Till it hurts

Somewhere

Deep

In my soul

My mind

Entangled in thoughts

Of you

On me

I can almost

Taste you already

Feel your touch

Smell your perfume

On my skin

I’m concentrating so much

My back sits arched perfectly

It feels like a burn

I forget to breathe

Mid sentence...

In Mourning

I want to wear black

All my life

In mourning

For the innocence

That has been lost

To the hands

Of drooling demons

Driven solely by the lust

For power

Over the meek

I want to wear a dark veil

To remind you of the plundering

Of the

Rich, Red, Juicy

Hearts

Minds

And souls

Of the countless

Forgotten everyday

That it feels Raped sore

That you have given in

Thinking that this must be only right

It makes me want to walk around

Night sky clad

Only wearing bracelets

Of bleeding wrists

Just so that I can shock

You into being a little more alive

A little more alert

Into being more you